What is my Treasure but your Love? There is nothing upon earth that I desire besides You
Psalm 73 from Nan Merrills book Psalms for Praying
Truly the Beloved is near to those
with open hearts,
to those who abandon themselves
to Love.
But as for me, I almost lost
the way, when
my heart was consumed with
my own desires.
For I was arrogant and yearned
for wealth,
when I saw the power of
the rich.
For they seem to have little
conscience,
And are appointed well in
all things.
They buy their way out of
Trouble,
And lack for nothing that
power can buy.
Therefore pride is their necklace;
greed covers them as a
garment.
They become puffed up and
deceitful,
Their heart’s ear closed to
Love’s voice.
They speak with contempt for the
poor, and
haughtily they threaten
oppression.
They rationalise their avarice
believing themselves above
Love’s way.
In turn the people praise them,
and yearn to follow on
their path.
And they say, “Because we are
prosperous,
we are blessed by the
Most Hight;
surely upright are our ways.”
Behold, these are the ignorant;
always at ease, they increase
in riches.
Has it been in vain that
I have opened my heart,
and washed my hands
in innocence?
For trouble seems to follow me,
as I weep over the injustice
that seems to blanket the world.
If I had pursued their ways,
I would have been untrue to
my birthright.
Yet when I tried to understand this,
it seemed beyond my
comprehension,
Until I say in the Silence and
prayed;
then a veil lifted and I could see.
Truly they walk a dangerous road
with fear as their constant
companion.
For when their wealth is lost,
or disaster threatens to bring
them down,
They will have forgotten the only
Treasure,
they will be so far from their
true Estate.
When my soul was embittered,
when I was arrogant at heart,
I was blind and ignorant;
I was like a spoiled child
to its parents.
Still You were ever near to me,
You waited for me to see.
Now You guide me with your
counsel,
I am at home in your Heart.
What is my Treasure but your
Love?
There is nothing upon earth
that I desire besides You.
My body and my mind may fail,
but You are the strength of
my heart
and my joy forever.
Those who are far from You will
live in fear;
You do not compel them to
open their hearts.
As for me, I delight in walking
with the Beloved;
I invited the Friend into
my heart,
That I might live with Love.